Heh, glad you like it. :) It's been a long while since I wrote actual meta, mostly because I do a lot of characterising just by instinct and hoping I'm not entirely wrong, so this was actually really hard for me. XD Does that mean you watched N2N too by now?

(I can understand why this bugs you, especially since it hits personal experience. But then, neither of the characters have a healthy coping mechanism, so there's that.)