DSA - Behind the Throne - my character

Okay, yesterday I tried doing this through writing fic which didn't work so I'll just do this via rambling? Mostly for myself, but I know there are the odd one or two people out there who are actually interested in my roleplay shenanigans. ;)

Raoul Irian von Rabenmund
( Look who's digging their own grave, That is what they all say, You'll drink yourself to death )