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ayascytheI think I'm on the best way to slowly but gradually go completely nuts here. *headwalls*
I've been working non-stop on that bloody poster this afternoon and evening (and yesterday, too) and I'm still not finished with it. Now I'm kind of getting, well, stressed like whoa, because I have to upload it onto the school server tomorrow morning.
I need a break, for fuck's sake, just a small one, but I can't afford it, because I'm uber-lame at working with PS (I shouldn't be writing this entry right now, either). Someone else probably would have been finished with this after two hours or so. *blerch*
Plus, I need to use InDesign, too, and I have about next to no idea how it works (thx again, Mr. L., since it should have been your job to introduce us to that software), so I'm a little anxious about getting everything right. (Of course, everyone I could ask for help isn't online right now. Great.)
Plus, there are so many things stuck in my mind, too, e.g. tons of other school things that I need to catch up with, places I need to go to this weekend, or that bloody KSC/Maik Franz/homophobia/coming-out fic-monster, of course (which is starting to eat my brain; honestly, this isn't nice anymore). Or that I've talked to my best friend yesterday after weeks of hearing nothing from her (she lives in Munich and everything about her is just totally "verpeilt" - messy or chaotic, you could say - so it's hard to keep in contact, because she simply forgets to call), which reminded me of how much I actually miss her and having her around.
Plus, I'm being whiny and stupid and lame and it's partly my fault that I'm so late with everything, because I just can't get my stuff organized.
*headwalls again*
Oh my. Just. Ignore me. Thx. I'll go off trying to finish that stupid thing.
I've been working non-stop on that bloody poster this afternoon and evening (and yesterday, too) and I'm still not finished with it. Now I'm kind of getting, well, stressed like whoa, because I have to upload it onto the school server tomorrow morning.
I need a break, for fuck's sake, just a small one, but I can't afford it, because I'm uber-lame at working with PS (I shouldn't be writing this entry right now, either). Someone else probably would have been finished with this after two hours or so. *blerch*
Plus, I need to use InDesign, too, and I have about next to no idea how it works (thx again, Mr. L., since it should have been your job to introduce us to that software), so I'm a little anxious about getting everything right. (Of course, everyone I could ask for help isn't online right now. Great.)
Plus, there are so many things stuck in my mind, too, e.g. tons of other school things that I need to catch up with, places I need to go to this weekend, or that bloody KSC/Maik Franz/homophobia/coming-out fic-monster, of course (which is starting to eat my brain; honestly, this isn't nice anymore). Or that I've talked to my best friend yesterday after weeks of hearing nothing from her (she lives in Munich and everything about her is just totally "verpeilt" - messy or chaotic, you could say - so it's hard to keep in contact, because she simply forgets to call), which reminded me of how much I actually miss her and having her around.
Plus, I'm being whiny and stupid and lame and it's partly my fault that I'm so late with everything, because I just can't get my stuff organized.
*headwalls again*
Oh my. Just. Ignore me. Thx. I'll go off trying to finish that stupid thing.
PS: On another, nicer note: Maik Franz was voted as KSC Player Of The Season.
„Maik besitzt eine positive Aggressivität beim Spiel, und reißt sowohl die Mannschaft als auch die Fans mit“, schreibt T. Maurer aus Karlsdorf-Neuthardt. A.Jessen aus Ettlingen schrieb: „Er hat in jedem Spiel vollen Einsatz gezeigt und auch immer wieder die Fans angeheizt. Und er ist vom ‚Aussortierten’ zum wichtigen ‚Motivator’ geworden."
Die Mannschaftliche Geschlossenheit, ein großes Plus für Manager Rolf Dohmen: „Dass Maik gewählt wurde, überrascht mich nicht, er zeigt und lebt die Emotionen auf dem Platz – doch eigentlich müsste die gesamte Mannschaft gewählt werden.“ Das betonen auch die Anhänger der Blau-Weißen, das kommt in den Zuschriften deutlich zum Ausdruck. S. Geiger aus Ettlingen schrieb: „Mein KSC-Spieler der Saison ist eigentlich die ganze Mannschaft, denn ohne ein so starkes Kollektiv mit so viel Kameradschaft und Zusammenhalt wäre der KSC sicherlich nicht da, wo er jetzt ist.“
Dawww. <3 Makes me proud of him and the team, especially since he's only been at the club since the beginning of this season.
