Drifting somewhere in the vast

You know, I can be cynical as much as I want and pretend like hell that I don't care ... but matches like yesterday hit me like a fist in my guts and tell me: you do care, you still do. When your team loses a 2:0 lead and then the match - that's bitter. But when almost the entire stadium starts booing and calls your team assholes - that hurts. Even more so, when you know that they somehow deserved it.

Goodbye Bundesliga. Goodbye pretty much every good player we've got. That's gonna be a start from scratch again.

Also, I verified my theory that I can only write in misery and anger once again and produced 2,1 pages of handwritten fanfic on my way back home. Eggi/Maik fic is to be posted later this evening.

... KSC,

I'd like to write down a disappointed rant against you and this fail called derby, but the truth is: there is nothing left to say. Nothing except for maybe this:

Des is bitter, des tut weh,
des haut di z'ruck, oje!


... Timo Hildebrand,

What were you doing at the Wildpark? Not that I mind, just being curious, you know. It doesn't happen everyday that a rather prominent person simply passes me by in broad daylight. (I have to admit: I wouldn't even have noticed him weren't it for louphoenix.)

PS: You do look kind of ... not so great IRL. And your hair is horrible.


... throat,

Why are you hurting? Really, I didn't scream that much today. (There was no reason to.)

I'm not sure whether this victory is a reward or a punishment for my reasonable decision not to go to the stadium in favour of having more time to learn. I'll probably settle for the punishment an ironic mixture of both and be grateful that we're not among the bottom three anymore (for now). - Oh, and be damn proud of our boys, of course.

*wanders off to do some more learning*

A KSC/Hertha-picspam. Because they will play against each other next week. Because "Romeo & Juliet" is nothing in comparison to the undying love friendship between the fans of these two clubs. And because I was busy with Journalism up until now and need a little fun.;)

Honestly, I really don't care about Hertha at all, but their fans? Are adorable. Especially since they and the KSC-fans basically act as if they're happily married. No, really. They do. Look for yourselves. XD

( <3 )

Going shopping is so awesome. :D I forgot how much fun it can be, because I haven't really been shopping for, like, years. (Mostly because I have to spend my money for practical things and even if there's something left, I almost always can't resist to spend it on a new book. Because mmh, books. *purrs*)
However, since I got some Birthday money, I am now back from a little shopping spree and the proud owner of a new handbag, new earrings and a screechingly pink hoodie, which I absolutely love. Me = very happy about her purchases, indeed. (And I feel so ... girly. Which doesn't happen very often, so it's actually quite nice.) Except for the earrings, of which one is already broken and I have no idea when that happened. Now I'm kind of torn between trying to fix them or asking to get my money back.

I'm going to pretend that I didn't just read this: Hannover 96 - Karlsruher SC 3:2. Thank you very much.

2:3, about twenty minutes left to play. Me to louphoenix :

"Just one more goal, and I'll write a fanfic - that's a promise!"

Well, Lou, I guess you'll get your fic. XD

Also, today was definitely one of those days that made me remember why I keep loving football and the KSC. <3

For my iron deficiency finally to be gone, so I can donate blood again later.

For everything working out fine, when we want to get into the stadium.

For Mr. Antichrist of Football to break his curse, at last, because I don't want to see the KSC lose against Köln, thank you very much. (But I'm mentally prepared for a 1-2 loss, so it wouldn't be much of a surprise. XD)


ETA: Two out of three. Oh, well. I guess you can't have everything, right?